“The
Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; He will never leave
you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.” Deuteronomy 31:8 (NIV)
I seem to have two main modes in my life with affliction, “normal bad” and “bad bad.” And then there are the “speed bumps,” those new or badly flaring episodes that can stop me in my tracks.
I
have gotten used to “normal bad” mode. I have to pace myself, allow for
my challenges and everyday difficulties, but can function on some
level. The “bad bad”
days can place me in survival mode, just treading water, trying to
avoid being overcome by the challenge of affliction hitting me full in
the face. But it is the “speed bumps” that are most difficult to deal
with.
The speed bumps of affliction seriously slow me down, forcing me to assess my condition. My inabilities
can cause me to question God’s fairness, even His goodness. Speed bumps
take a deck that seems stacked against me and clobbers me over the
head, making the point that I’m dealing with circumstances hard to
rectify with the idea of a
fair and kind God. When we are already suffering so much–how is it fair
that we are hit with another affliction, a worse-than-normal flare-up,
or a deteriorating condition?
The
challenge for afflicted believers is to keep faith alive in the midst
of hitting speed bumps of affliction. I think we can make peace with a
certain level of hardship, but when affliction is piled upon affliction
our natural tendency is to turn to God and ask: “Why?” “Why more God?” “Why allow even more hardship to enter my already difficult life?”
Such
questions do not have easy answers. As much as we would wish it to
be–life simply is not fair. In the end we must rely upon our core
beliefs, keep alive our hopes, and ultimately trust that even though we
may not understand why God allows certain things in our lives, what we
can do is to hold on to God in the midst of the storms, leaning upon Him
for support when the speed bumps of affliction bring us to a halt.
We
all face challenges of many kinds. And this side of heaven we may not
understand why so many challenges come our way, but even though we may
not be spared the “speed bumps”, we can take hold of God so that we do
not veer off of the road. He can hold us together when the ride gets
bumpy, and perhaps one day we will better understand it all.
Prayer: Dear Lord, please make the road smooth before us, and keep us on the road even when speed bumps slow us down. Amen.
Karlton Douglas
Copyright 2017
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